Psycho Synchronicity

I had an odd experience recently where, by coincidence, I consumed two pairs of media related by theme. First, late last year I began reading the book Lexicon by Max Berry.  This was a book that I’d picked up cheap at a used bookstore, drawn by the blurb about people who were exceptionally persuasive.  Like many voracious readers I had a book backlog and so didn’t get around to reading it until sometime after purchase, and then completing it got delayed by the holidays.  In early January, I finished it, found the ending a little sudden but well earned (so many books drop the ball at the finale,) and then set it aside.  A few days later I’m poring through my backlog of movies (so much cash has been tied up in DVDs and Blu-Rays which, I am ashamed to admit, I may never actually watch).  Among them was a relatively obscure anime film titled Genocidal Organ which I remember picking up at a local anime convention some years back, based on a blurb I didn’t recall, and then threw into a pile of “to be watched.”  I probably paid too much for the movie but assuaged my concerns about being a spendthrift by assuring myself that I was supporting a small business and hadn’t bought much that day, anyway.  My snobbishness likely also justified the purchase because it was something I’d never heard of and was thus far more intellectual than the masses of Attack on Titan or Naruto merchandise being peddled. 

Imagine my surprise when I found that Genocidal Organ featured a similar story! Whereas Lexicon featured a cabal of poets (who in ancient times were known as magicians) whose spells consisted of combinations of words, sounds, or symbols to hijack the thoughts of others, Genocidal Organ dealt specifically with a language of genocide.  In it, a man is being tracked by a covert military group which specializes in bringing justice to war criminals.  This man has the unique distinction of human atrocities breaking out in his wake.  Much like the poets of Lexicon, this man employed a syntax, discovered by studying the speeches and writings of tyrants, which he used to stir the local populace into frenzies of death and destruction. Over the course of the movie the morality of his actions, as well as those of a team carrying out extra-judicial justice, are explored in what was one of the most thoughtful, gritty anime I’ve seen in years.

Although we’re not at the point of genocide it’s an interesting concept to ponder when one looks at the past couple of years (Lexicon was published in 2013, Genocidal Organ was released in 2017 and is based on the Japanese novel Gyakusatsu Kikan from 2007 by Project Itoh). Masses being whipped into frenzies are nothing new and often horrific. Maybe it’s better to direct that energy rather than let it run rampant through the population (as the “villain” in Genocidal Organ posits).

The second coincidental element was far less grave.  A couple of weeks ago I finally got around to listening to Deadhorse by the Dirt Poor Robins.  A couple of songs from it had come up by virtue of the all-powerful algorithms over the past year which I enjoyed. Although they proved to be an interesting experience in listening to a song versus paying attention to the lyrics, as one song which I liked the sound of turned out to be a horrific recounting of a child witnessing her father beating her mother.  Still a pretty song, though.  Anyway, I decided to finally listen to the whole album, which turned out to be a bizarre concept album that tells the story of a girl encountering a golden artifact, advanced alien civilizations, and perpetual motion engines.  The two songs I’d liked remained my two favorites, but it was an interesting experience.  Two days later I watched the horror movie The Last Winter starring Ron Perlman.  It took place in Alaska, near Deadhorse, the town from which the Dirt Poor Robins’ album took its name.  The movie sucked.

Chapter 17 of A Hero Among Monsters

Latest attempt at drawing Tad and Glum.

I’ve posted the seventeenth chapter of A Hero Among Monsters, titled “Decayed or Incomplete,” to Royal Road. Of course, all of the previously posted chapters are available there as well. I also completed the second draft of the book (finishing on chapter 37) on December 1st, clocking in at a whopping 136,000 words! Hopefully I can cut that down a bit in editing. The chapters I post to Royal Road are the edited versions of the second draft.

I still struggle with a look for the goblins in my illustrations. I had received some feedback that previous sketches made them look like just weird looking guys you might find trying to sell you stereo equipment at Best Buy. So I’ve tried to make them a little more cartoony (see the above image for the latest attempt).

Alien Raccoons

I was listening to a recent episode of Jim Harold’s Paranormal Podcast where the host briefly mentioned someone who had been abducted by a UFO after meeting a talking raccoon. Of course, this piqued my interest and so I had to look up more about this alien raccoon. A quick Googling turned up an article from last year which references a bizarre entry in the memoir of Dr. Kary Mullis. In this particular chapter of his book, which concerns an event which occurred in 1985:

I walked down the steps, turned right, and then at the far end of the path, under a fir tree, there was something glowing. I pointed my flashlight at it anyhow. It only made it whiter where the beam landed. It seemed to be a raccoon. I wasn’t frightened. Later, I wondered if it could have been a hologram, projected from God knows where. The raccoon spoke. ‘Good evening, doctor,’ it said. I said something back, I don’t remember what, probably, ‘Hello.’ The next thing I remember, it was early in the morning. I was walking along a road uphill from my house. What went through my head as I walked down toward my house was, ‘What the hell am I doing here?’ I had no memory of the night before. I thought maybe I had passed out and spent the night outside. But nights are damp in the summer in Mendocino, and my clothes were dry, and they weren’t dirty.

He returned home with no recollection of what happened. The article mentions that, some years later, a friend of his encountered a “glowing raccoon” on the same property. However he fled the animal in terror rather than allow himself to be kidnapped. Granted, the Nobel Prize winning scientist, who invented the PCR test which has become especially notorious of late, has admitted to being an enthusiast of LSD. As such, his outlandish claims of talking raccoons and missing time can be easily dismissed as the hallucinations of a drug-addled mind. As for his friend? Birds of a feather and all that.

I will throw out there, though, that if any aliens want to lure me to their butt probing with a talking and/or glowing raccoon is welcome to do so and will likely succeed.

But I’ll be keeping the raccoon.

Chapter 8 of A Hero Among Monsters

Sketch of Ayara and T’loran Designs 8/11/21

I’ve posted Chapter 8 of A Hero Among Monsters to Rolling Road. You can read it here. As I revise this book (and post it Royal Road) I continue to get better at drawing these characters. The elves have been especially challenging. Here, I’ve drawn Ayara, who has a Middle Eastern inspired garb as she’s lived in a desert region for the past thousand years. Also pictured is Ayara’s uncle, T’loran, although this style of clothing wouldn’t suit him as he lived in the more urbane Yendell, a city built inside a mountain, for most of his life. Previously I’d drawn him in more bookish clothes, not unlike Milo Thatch from Disney’s Atlantis: The Lost Empire, but it felt a little too on-the-nose for his character. He was a rebel against the somewhat uptight society of Yendell, so giving him a little more haggard look, borrowing from The Big Lebowski’s The Dude, might be the right approach. I’ll have to rethink some of his dialogue if that’s where I’d take his personality.

They’ve certainly come a long way, looks wise, from my earliest sketches of them! Although I’ve always kept Ayara as wearing a hood or scarf. As this pair was originally conceived, they were sibling mercenaries from the woods. It was only as I developed the story and built the world that their relations and homelands changed.

Early Sketch of T’loran, Ayara, and Tad 4/4/20